By Benjamin Munyao David
Dedicated to all the youth across Kenya and the world.

The morning sun crept over the rusted rooftops of Nairobi’s Eastlands, pouring its tired gold over cracked pavements and silent alleys. The city was waking up — matatus honking, vendors shouting, smoke rising from small tea kiosks — but on one forgotten street, five young men sat in shadows that refused to lift.
Mwangi, Kamau, Mutuku, Peter, and John — brothers not by blood, but by survival — leaned against a cold concrete wall streaked with graffiti and despair. Between them lay broken bottles, rolled papers, and the remains of dreams they could no longer name.
Mwangi rubbed his arms against the cold and whispered, “Hii life, bro… sometimes I think we were born just to struggle.”
Kamau gave a half-laugh, the kind that hurts more than it amuses. “Struggle? That’s for those who still have hope. Me, I’m just passing time.”
Peter, the youngest, barely eighteen, stared at the sunrise. He still looked like a boy — cheeks soft, eyes too alive for this place. “You think we can ever get out?” he asked. “Like really get out of this mess?”
John didn’t answer. He was lost in the rhythm of his lighter, flicking it on and off, staring at the flame like it might show him something — a way out, maybe, or just an end.
Mutuku, tall and quiet, finally spoke. “We already out, Peter. Just not the way you mean.”
Silence. The kind that presses heavy on the chest.
Behind them, the wall was painted with faded words: “Pamoja Twaweza” — Together We Can. But the irony was too bitter to laugh at.
Chapter One: The First Hit
Mwangi hadn’t always been this way.
Once, he was the star striker of his secondary school football team — the kind of player who made teachers stop and watch during games. His mother sold mandazi every morning just to buy him shoes for tournaments. Everyone said he’d play for Gor Mahia one day.
Then came the wrong friends, the easy money, and the powder that made pain disappear — for a while.
“It started small,” Mwangi remembered, staring at the city skyline. “A puff here, a sip there. Then one day, I woke up and everything I loved was gone.”
Kamau nudged him. “Bro, everyone’s story starts small. No one ever plans to fall this low.”
Kamau’s story was worse. He’d grown up in a one-room house in Dandora, raised by his grandmother. She’d died the same year he got hooked on heroin. Her last words still echoed in his mind: “My son, life is bigger than the corner you grew up in.”
But he never left that corner. The streets became his home, the bottle his comfort, and the high his only escape.
Chapter Two: Lost Boys of Nairobi
The city looked beautiful from far away — the tall towers, the lights, the promise. But down here, beneath the overpasses and behind the kiosks, it was a different world.
This was the Nairobi the tourists never saw.
The one where hope came in packets, and dreams were traded for the next fix.
Mutuku, who used to be an engineering student at Kenyatta University, spoke softly. “You know, when I started using, I told myself I was just experimenting. Everyone did. But the drugs didn’t just take my money — they took my mind.”
Peter looked at him, confused. “You went to campus, Mutuku?”
“Yeah,” he smiled sadly. “Top of my class. I was supposed to design buildings, not sleep beneath them.”
They all went silent again. The sound of a matatu horn echoed through the air — loud, chaotic, full of life. It reminded them of the world that kept moving while they stood still.
Chapter Three: A Visit from Hope
One afternoon, as they sat near the bridge, a woman appeared — a volunteer from a local rehabilitation organization. She wore a bright yellow vest that read “Wahenga Outreach – Hope in Every Corner.”
Her name was Sister Mary.
She didn’t flinch when she saw them. She smiled, the kind of smile that made even the lost feel seen.
“Habari zenu, vijana?” she greeted warmly.
Mwangi grunted. “Tuko sawa.”
But they weren’t.
She handed them bottled water and sandwiches. Peter hesitated before taking one. It had been two days since his last meal.
“I’ve seen you boys here before,” she said gently. “You remind me of my brother. He was like you once — trapped, but not lost. You’re not too far gone.”
Kamau scoffed. “Too far gone? Look around, Mama. We’re ghosts. The world stopped seeing us long ago.”
Sister Mary knelt beside him. “Maybe the world stopped seeing you, but God hasn’t.”
For a moment, even Kamau had no words.
She told them about Wahenga Centre, a place where addicts could recover — where they could learn skills, talk to counselors, start again.
Peter’s eyes lit up. “Can we go?”
Mwangi shook his head. “It’s not that easy, bro. You don’t just leave the streets. They hold you.”
Sister Mary looked directly at him. “Then let hope hold you instead.”
Chapter Four: The Choice
Days passed.
The group was torn between two worlds — the comfort of addiction and the fear of change.
Peter wanted to go to the center. Mutuku wanted to go too but was afraid. Kamau said he didn’t need saving. Mwangi was silent, caught between guilt and longing.
That night, as they sat by the wall, Mwangi spoke. “Do you ever wonder what our mothers would think if they saw us like this?”
Kamau laughed bitterly. “Mine’s in the grave. I think she knows.”
Peter stood up suddenly. “I’m going tomorrow. To the center. I don’t care if you all stay.”
They stared at him.
No one had ever said that before.
Mutuku rose slowly. “If you’re going, I’ll go too.”
Mwangi hesitated. “You think we can make it?”
Peter nodded. “If we don’t try, we’ll die here.”
John, who hadn’t spoken all evening, finally muttered, “Then let’s go together. One last chance.”
Chapter Five: The Road to Redemption
The next morning, the sun rose red and fierce over Nairobi.
Five figures walked down the dusty road, their shadows long and uncertain.
They reached Wahenga Centre by midday. The sign was simple, but it felt like a new beginning.
Inside, they were met by laughter — real laughter.
Men and women, young and old, all with stories of pain, healing, and hope.
It wasn’t easy. The withdrawal hit hard. The nights were long. The body shook, the mind screamed. Kamau almost ran away twice. John nearly relapsed.
But each time, they reminded each other why they came.
Mutuku began teaching basic carpentry. Peter helped with cleaning and sang in the morning devotion. Mwangi joined counseling sessions and started writing poetry — lines filled with guilt, pain, and light.
“We were ashes once,
But fire lives inside us still.”
Chapter Six: The Return
Months passed.
One morning, they returned to that same wall in Eastlands — clean, sober, stronger.
The bottles were still there. The graffiti still read “Pamoja Twaweza.”
But this time, the words felt true.
Mwangi smiled. “We made it back. Not to stay… but to remind ourselves where we came from.”
Kamau looked up at the sunrise. “You think people will believe we changed?”
Mutuku placed a hand on his shoulder. “We don’t need them to believe. We just need to keep living.”
Peter laughed — a sound full of life. “Maybe one day, we’ll help others out of here too.”
John nodded. “Maybe that’s what this was for all along.”
As the sun rose higher, the wall behind them seemed to glow — the same broken streets, but hearts burning with a new kind of fire.
Epilogue: A Letter to the Youth
To every young person in Kenya and beyond,
Your story doesn’t end on the streets. It doesn’t end in addiction, in pain, or in regret. You are more than your mistakes. You are the heartbeat of this nation — the builders, the dreamers, the ones who will heal what is broken.
Stand up. Find your brothers, your sisters, your purpose. Let hope be your high, and love your escape.
Because even on the darkest nights, Nairobi still has sunrises — and so do you.
— Benjamin Munyao David








